July 15th, 2003
Clocks
Lights go out and I can’t be saved
Tides that I tried to swim against
You’ve put me down upon my knees
Oh I beg, I beg and plead (singing)
As I said before, life is a lot of constantly evolving ups and downs. I think I have a sleeping disorder. It didn’t really occur to me until my father said something, my brother is thinking of having surgery. Something with his nose and breathing normally. I can sleep for 8+ plus and I always feel a little sick in the morning. Last night I went to bed at 8:30 because I was feeling kind of sick, I woke up at about 4:45a this morning, but I figured that wasn’t enough sleep, especially if I was going to be at work for about 12 hours. So I went back to bed until 8. But I still felt lousy and had a hard time getting up. I don’t really remember waking up and feeling fantastic. It usually takes about 30-40 minutes before the nausea wears off. Oh well. Not much I can do about it in Japan, huh? I’m weird enough as it is just because I want to use antiperspirant.
My place is a mess….don’t ask. It _was_ clean Sunday afternoon, but now it’s a wreck. I don’t really mind because it only takes so long to clean up 55 square feet. It’s a good thing I live in on the fourth floor though, or the smaller inhabitants of this world make try to take advantage of the fact I’m never home but a few scraps of last night’s dinner are.
I thought this was going to be in an interesting post, but I guess not. Sorry. 
Well, I’m going to take the long way to work since I’m up and get a little fresh air.
