March 10th, 2005
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Business as usual
Tonight (now) I had three realizations (in this order):
1) if you’re not in college, don’t do stupid college stuff (sorry Serena)
2) if you used to really believe in someone, then thought your belief was misplaced, you may then again realize you were an asshole and believe again in that someone, but in an even nobler way
3) ex-girlfriends are just that, and alcohol proves that you are nothing special.
All of this is okay, because it is net more than I expected for a night of beer and old acquaintances. In the end, people who I didn’t expect to support me, did, and with those who I was hesitant about, broke even. But I have no regret for this evening… none at all. I am happy I went. I am glad to have made amends today. I am even gladder to have my initial faith well placed, even if for the wrong reasons.
Is it my imagination
Or have I finally found something worth living for?
I was looking for some action
But all I found was cigarettes and alcohol
You could wait for a lifetime
To spend your days in the sunshine
You might as well do the white line
Cos when it comes on top . . .
You gotta make it happen!
Is it worth the aggravation
To find yourself a job when there’s nothing worth working for?
It’s a crazy situation
But all I need are cigarettes and alcohol!
You could wait for a lifetime
To spend your days in the sunshine
You might as well do the white line
Cos when it comes on top . . .
You gotta make it happen!
