June 14th, 2007
In between gears
cold heart piston beat hot blood stupid youth beautiful dying skin and so many times swearing I would never act that way again
lost remember burning broken want to break to shatter to crawl to slide, to hide to suffocate myself and then emerge the me that I love a twisted reality something charming at first but tiring with time to loathe to cut out, ostracize left unrequited.
passion swelter love that talented hopeless a loss underachieving overstressed street-fused contrary self-defeating illicit wrecked bottled bleeded gummed sex
