October 14th, 2007
Fat of the Land
[originally recorded September 23rd, 2007]
It’s an inescapable fact that as one gets older, one mellows. I remember parties when I first started raving, how nervous and high strung I was.
“What happens, next? What should I do now? What are they thinking of me?”
Now it’s been seven years of parties, most of which have been in Japan. A community is closing in on me, and I move through time as a slow escape. The adventurer spirit is dampened when travelling with friends, this is a given. But now instead of wild uncharted experiences, I look inwards for answers and enlightenment.
Last night I had a three stage progression of multi-faceted enlightenment. I saw Asura and fled from her crazed, in a cold sweat. I was cast out of the temple in the midst of an unraveling, and then spent a harsh exile sleeping in the road.
